Kabhi alvida na kehna...

Now what does my old post has to say, real love was that it? .....ahhh well it all crashed, crashed real bad. "Thank god it crashed all sooner, or else where would I have been" is it was what I'm supposed to say, I don't know. I'm all over weed, my friend ranjan's here rite by my side. And my brain have millions of thoughts, thinking over today. I have this topic running my head regarding the year 2013, mayan calendar and world without moon, reptilians bla bla... wonder if they are all true even.

We keep on getting fuked up with fucking theories, which are discussed and written upon by these fucking shits. Who on all the way of assumption make the theories, which we study all our life. And we are fucking running after all the way for money, climbing the corporate ladder or whatever fucking ladder. And then one day you know you're too old and its your call to the end. And in a second everything vanishes. There's no more you, no more nothing. Fuck.. I don't know what the fuck I'm talking about.

Well I guess letting all the things inside me erupt here would be hell of a good thing to do, it surely make my day tom. Awww these fucking thoughts, they haunt me like anything. These thoughts, fucking thoughts...ahhh well the music in the background sounds good and it goes " tum ko bhi, hai khabar, mujhko bhi hai pata, ho raha hai judaa dono ka raasta....duuur jaaa key bhi mujhse, tum meriiii, yaadon mein rehna, Kabhi alvida na kehna....". Whoa! sounds good, hehe...flowing with the song hehe.

Damn, thinking about tshering and the whole stuff, I wonder how she's doing, I'm sure she's doing all good. I don't know I can't even mail her, don't think it would be good thing to do, don't want to bug her. Don't want to remind that she had this small page in life, called "raag" or whatever. Well the music's good... let me just flow with it and smoke another weed...till then the cursor which is going on and on would come to a break....and here it goes....

its 12:05 AM Nepal time and I just finished smoking half a stick of weed and the song "kabhi alvida na kehna" playin online has almost come to and end...and I'm looking forward to the other song..which is well from the same movie and its titled "mitwa" by "shafaqat ali something" lolz.

Well the song says, love will find a way, but is there really something like that happening or going to happen? lolz...it sounds so don't know...

Let me go through the song. Ranjan's going through his notebook and I think its time for the remix of the song. And here were go, and here comes "Rupen" bling bling with a message and I'm about to reply..*break* and well....there goes the remix..fucking nice tune by "shankhar eshaan loy".

Damn my bangalore trip, I'm never ever gonna forget. Damn, didn't thing it will all happen with me. Anyways, that was part of my story. A well nice twist in my life I guess, getting on the edge again. Well but the fucking thing's repeated, that's not right. It sucks!!!

Damn look at my life now and see me in the right situation, no work, got to shift room and in a fucking condition without a penny and way out. Well but I guess, everything will be just fine. And I'll be laughing and people around me would be laughing reading this shit, saying " how could even raag be in such a position lolz"

"Aa bhi jaa ooo" "Aaa bhi jaaaon"........I wonder if someone would be hearing this and coming to me. Wonder if there's someone for me, in some corner of this earth as they "there's someone for everyone". Wondering if there's someone for me as well, someone who would just take me by a sweep, love me like anything and be wonderful than all my imaginations and dreams. I wonder lolz.

Rainy day and getting wet all to go to bannerghatta road to meet tshering. Whoa, what all did I do. Where all I went. Quite some doors that I knocked, which knocked me down even, some.